With all the adjustments to how the court is run, things have been inordinately busy at work of late. So much so I have been a bit tired and distracted when I get home, so the blogging has suffered a bit. So, here's what I've been up to...
I have been ideating quite a bit on A Friend To The Watch, and laid down the prologue over the last few days. I continue to tweak it, wanting to get it just right.
You see, seven years ago I had an image enter and refuse to leave my head: A man and a boy are talking over a winter grave, each refusing to understand the other. Both are equally sure they knew the wishes of the dead woman at their feet better than the other.
A year later I started writing A Friend To The Watch. I finished it two years later. My agent shopped it. It failed, a flawed but promising first effort. I put it aside and concentrated on The Last Captain. That's done, and the sequel is also nearing completion, but I can't get the kid and the man over the grave out of my head until I write it...
I am not doing a re-write. At least, not as I understand re-writes. I am not referring at all to the original novel (150,ooo words or so), just using the situations and characters in my head to formulate an entirely new, and hopefully successful tale.
So, to it I go.
The things Griffin Barber thinks about when he's thinking, which is not necessarily often. And they are my thoughts and opinions, not, in any way, those of the Department I work for.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Mindgames, Soccer, and Hypercompetitive Pricks
Sunday morning, The Coolness and I had an early game.
We played well and our team won the game, though not without some drama: one player from each teams was given a red card for fighting. I do not generally approve of such conduct, but this was a bit of a special case.
The player from the opposing team was a bit of a drama queen, trying to make calls for the refs and generally being a hyper-competitive prick. So much so that I shall call him Hypercompetitive.
I don't say that lightly, as I have been called such in the past.
Nay, I have examples: I made a clean save on one of his shots. He took four more paces, ramming me after I'd cleanly collected the ball. It wasn't a hard hit, or even something he should have been called on, it was a simple attempt to intimidate me, get inside my head.
The refs and I recognized it for what it was, and him for what he was.
He apologized in a tone that begged me to look at him and call him a liar.
I grunted, punted, and my teammate scored two passes later.
Because, well, fuck him and such mind games.
I stopped a few more of his shots that half. He was good, just not as good as he thought. They had a female striker who was that good, and she was a complete pain in my ass because of it! I was sure one of her shots was going to miss, and pulled my hand back to avoid giving them a corner. Bang! off the upright and in.
My midfielder, in the second half, got tangled up with Hypercompetitive. My player snatched the ball and, as he turned to run up field, his counterbalancing arm slapped the opposing player across the thigh.
"Aww, come on!" Hypercompetitive screamed, raising an arm like he'd been intentionally slapped on the pee-pee with a lead-weighted hand. The drama was palpable.
The refs ignored it, but my players, being good sports, hesitated. We play for fun, after all.
"No whistle! Play on!" I bellowed. Again, because, fuck Hypercompetive and his mind games.
We moved the ball out.
The next time down, Hypercompetitive blew past my fullback, the same midfielder from the earlier altercation hot on his heels.
I came out, cutting the angle.
Hypercompetitive found the near crease of six inches and sent a sweet shot past me to score. I turned to track the ball, so I missed whatever happened next.
"Dirty playing fuck!" Hypercompetitive screamed, returning my attention to the cock.
My player isn't backing down, shouting at him to calm down and play.
Hyercompetitive keeps it up, howling and beating his chest.
Eventually they are both given red cards and sent off.
He spends his time cheering his teammates and telling them to take shots, much as any team player should.
We score three times more. Them, twice. They had more than ten shots on frame, most from Blonde Striker of doom.
A quick break and Blonde Striker that made life in goal such an adventure is open in the middle. The player with the ball sees a chance though and shoots. I was on it, ready to stuff it. She stabs a foot out, deflecting the shot out of my reach and, thankfully, over the goal.
She collapses, face in hands, "I can't believe I played goalie for the other team" she grouses.
I had it, I could have said or, if I wanted to slip the blade in deeper, Thanks. Instead I helped her to her feet and kept my mouth shut.
Because I might be hyper-competitive, but I try not to be an asshole about it.
After the game, I went and told them both they'd played a good game. Hypercompetitive was gracious, Blonde Striker, not so much.
Ah well, I still had fun. And I hurt less than I did the last two times, despite a few full-extension and fall to the ground saves.
We played well and our team won the game, though not without some drama: one player from each teams was given a red card for fighting. I do not generally approve of such conduct, but this was a bit of a special case.
The player from the opposing team was a bit of a drama queen, trying to make calls for the refs and generally being a hyper-competitive prick. So much so that I shall call him Hypercompetitive.
I don't say that lightly, as I have been called such in the past.
Nay, I have examples: I made a clean save on one of his shots. He took four more paces, ramming me after I'd cleanly collected the ball. It wasn't a hard hit, or even something he should have been called on, it was a simple attempt to intimidate me, get inside my head.
The refs and I recognized it for what it was, and him for what he was.
He apologized in a tone that begged me to look at him and call him a liar.
I grunted, punted, and my teammate scored two passes later.
Because, well, fuck him and such mind games.
I stopped a few more of his shots that half. He was good, just not as good as he thought. They had a female striker who was that good, and she was a complete pain in my ass because of it! I was sure one of her shots was going to miss, and pulled my hand back to avoid giving them a corner. Bang! off the upright and in.
My midfielder, in the second half, got tangled up with Hypercompetitive. My player snatched the ball and, as he turned to run up field, his counterbalancing arm slapped the opposing player across the thigh.
"Aww, come on!" Hypercompetitive screamed, raising an arm like he'd been intentionally slapped on the pee-pee with a lead-weighted hand. The drama was palpable.
The refs ignored it, but my players, being good sports, hesitated. We play for fun, after all.
"No whistle! Play on!" I bellowed. Again, because, fuck Hypercompetive and his mind games.
We moved the ball out.
The next time down, Hypercompetitive blew past my fullback, the same midfielder from the earlier altercation hot on his heels.
I came out, cutting the angle.
Hypercompetitive found the near crease of six inches and sent a sweet shot past me to score. I turned to track the ball, so I missed whatever happened next.
"Dirty playing fuck!" Hypercompetitive screamed, returning my attention to the cock.
My player isn't backing down, shouting at him to calm down and play.
Hyercompetitive keeps it up, howling and beating his chest.
Eventually they are both given red cards and sent off.
He spends his time cheering his teammates and telling them to take shots, much as any team player should.
We score three times more. Them, twice. They had more than ten shots on frame, most from Blonde Striker of doom.
A quick break and Blonde Striker that made life in goal such an adventure is open in the middle. The player with the ball sees a chance though and shoots. I was on it, ready to stuff it. She stabs a foot out, deflecting the shot out of my reach and, thankfully, over the goal.
She collapses, face in hands, "I can't believe I played goalie for the other team" she grouses.
I had it, I could have said or, if I wanted to slip the blade in deeper, Thanks. Instead I helped her to her feet and kept my mouth shut.
Because I might be hyper-competitive, but I try not to be an asshole about it.
After the game, I went and told them both they'd played a good game. Hypercompetitive was gracious, Blonde Striker, not so much.
Ah well, I still had fun. And I hurt less than I did the last two times, despite a few full-extension and fall to the ground saves.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Where They Come From
My ideas flow forth in rivers, and sometimes my girl has to put a stop to them by plugging my ears with her finger.
She's fast, really fast.
This is the first time I caught her on film:
She's fast, really fast.
This is the first time I caught her on film:
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Another False Quote, This One From Bridge Of The Broken
“The responsibility far outweighs the opportunity here: no other will ever be the first human to handle or interact with an alien device. The only thing greater would be actual interaction with an alien intelligence. Still, I am aware of how out of my depth I am, I truly am.” -Rupert Troisrivieres, inmate and forced laborer, Ast-Block 19, shortly after discovering the first of the artifacts of the Leos civilization
Today...
I have had better days at work, but that's just cause there was a massive fight between five large mammals in the hallway outside my courtroom today. I entered the fracas, but only to assist a deputy trying to restrain one participant. Then a drunkard decided to impose himself on the court process. I handled him, as well.
Otherwise, things are a bit intense just now, as the courts and I are reconfiguring to the requirements of new bosses and new policies.
Most of the changes are good. Great, even. I am very hopeful, even a bit excited about things for the first time in a long time. I think I might be able to do it for a while yet. Hopefully long enough to get my feet under me in my heart's desire.
Just so long as no drunken large mammals decide to start fights with me or in the courtroom, I should do well enough.
Otherwise, things are a bit intense just now, as the courts and I are reconfiguring to the requirements of new bosses and new policies.
Most of the changes are good. Great, even. I am very hopeful, even a bit excited about things for the first time in a long time. I think I might be able to do it for a while yet. Hopefully long enough to get my feet under me in my heart's desire.
Just so long as no drunken large mammals decide to start fights with me or in the courtroom, I should do well enough.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
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